apologies, updates , and breckfast with mom.

ok to start I apologize for forgetting about you guys. ( if there are any of you!) and also while away I have been busy redecorating my room. How so? well I have taken some old pictures down, and done a lot of painting on the walls. I have added a poem in tengwar (elvish)  the elvish word for dream on my head bord, the word "read" in cursive near my book shelf, and a new saying in orange near my couch that is not done yet. I will tell you what the saying is when i figure out what I want to finish it with.

I relly like painting boxes and walls but I dont like paper or canvas. I wonder why that is. It might be becuse the paintings on boxes and walls dont need to be as detailled or the fact that they last forever and I see them every day! who knows... well on a lighter note my brother has finnaly gone up the tree (lost his marbles) Last night he make clucking sounds while grilling chicken, I mean its sort of funny but still thats simplly wrong! It got evan better when some quail started staring at him, cus in order to make QUAIL think you are crazy takes some REAL effort. ( these birds are so stupid you need to worry about running over them!) And while we are specking of quail, there have been several covets of them running around with babys lately. The babys are every bit as stupid as the adults but SO CUTE!!! if you have never seen them then you should look them up!

I need to go know but i think i will post later today with a project i have been working on.
SEE YAS!

Fun Fact: Its not si-fi, you actually can pop popcorn with a lazer if its very strong. however this method is very slow and not practical at all, Kind of like cooking Thanksgiving dinner in a car of a lasagna in a dishwasher!

Why is there no polite way to say "Leave me the f*** alone!" and apple pie.

Ok so last night I finally got some sleep so I dont need to nap during the day.Good thing right?Well im starting to regret being awake right know, my Mom has been pestering me all day. First it was chores, I can understand that, but then its 5  dozen texts about the same bloody thing!And to top it all off my attempts to spend some time out of the house have only ticked me off more, because there are no good movies out right know and I dont like shopping ( and thats what my mother wanted to do.) Why is it that every time I try to do something nice for my family I end up angry at them!!!

Any way on a more positive note i made apple pie earlier, its not done yet but it smells rely good! How do like the apples in your pie? I like mine chunky but my mom likes hers smooth( as in practically applesauce)

got to go attend to my pie. see ya!

Random fact of the day: Paul revere did not go on his famous midnight ride. the poem about him is mere propaganda  though he did go on a ride, it was actually three other riders who went on his so called rout. Also the whole one if by land two if by sea thing is a load of bunk.

OMG I FINALLY POSTED SOMETHING!!!!!!!

Ok before I type anything, I AM SO SORRY TO HAVE FORGOTTEN!!!
I mean rely you would think it would be easy to remember a blog but I completely forgot!

Right know thats over I have a confession to make. I think I am becoming nocturnal, I mean hear I am at 5:17 a.m,  and I am wide awake and fully dressed! Its a bit concerning and not because I value my sleep patterns (I  have never had any) Its because I have some summer camps coming up and I want to be awake for those. Also I start high school on July 15th, and I think I want to be awake for that.

In the mean time I am trying to make my life easier by attempting to apoligize more when I lose my temper at someone. I am doing good on the whole saying im sorry bit, its juest I think that 'sorry' is not enough for my family and they think i am being weak and stubborn  Am I? A year ago I never would of apologized for yelling at my Mom or Dad so I guess that saying sorry is a good new habit, yet if it is then why do I always feel guiltier after i say 'sorry' then before!?

Got to go, SEE YA!!

Fun fact of the day: the word "plumber" comes from the latin word for lead because all of their pipes where made of the toxic mettle!

UMMM... HI?

Ok first things first I guess. My name is Nicole and I am autistic, and I am bloody happy about that.
Why? well I like how it gives me a new way of looking at things. And I like how it has let me meet some awesome people who also deal with being on the autism spectrum.

And then there are the hard parts. Panic attacks, over obsession, ECT. So I will also be posting about my struggles with that as well.  I will also be posting my projects and things that I think need shareing. (PLEASE NO FLAME!)

Got to go, SEE YA!